"I am destined to proclaim the message, unmindful of personal consequences to myself." – Count Nicolaus Ludwig von Zinzendorf Her: "Daddy, Victor is not breathing." Me: "What? How? For how long?" Her: "since 7:00" I will never forget that infamous conversation between my wife and I on the 18th of December 2014. Within a minute, I was both sweating and shaking. In an hours time, she told me how my pastors and church members have gathered and were praying for Victor to come back to life. I tried praying, I couldn't find the right words. I spoke in tongues for a while. Then I called my pastor in Lagos. I told him what was going on. He started praying. He has been involved from the start when Victor was diagnosed with an abnormal heart. I was in the Ivory Coast barely six months. Starting a new mission post as an independent missionary is a wild life. You are on your own. No money, no salary and no promise of any monthly remit...